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Thawed 2001-12-30 - 10:10 a.m. I talked to her! I noticed something, and I brought it up, and it's a good thing I did. I was a little scared, but realised that it would be scarier not to talk in the long run. Back when my years were just getting into the double digits, I really liked this girl. When I would try to say *anything* remotely related to my liking her, my mouth would freeze up. Not a word would come out. I could write things down on paper, and I did a very few times, but never got a response. Fast forward to my first sort-of date. I thought she was fun, and cute, but I still had trouble with freezing up. I took her home, went home, got online, and talked to her there. My mouth froze up, my heart raced, but I was able to type. It was like a spell was broken. I found not too long after that that I could talk about most anything, and it would not only be okay, it would often be better. So yesterday morning seemed difficult, but it was a good thing. I spoke. I know what's going on now. Things will work out, one way or another.
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